that is a decision I will never make
Nov. 3rd, 2006 11:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
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Wow... That's pretty strong. I guess we Minnesotans think everything sounds the same?
Finished my FSOS quiz. In all honesty, even though I had the time, I decided that I was too impatient to finish what reading I could before taking the quiz and started it 20 minutes early. I may have actually been able to finish the reading if I had waited until the last minute.
The sad thing, however, is that I seem to have lost .3 points out of 3 on one particular question, which was a matching question. I believe there were 10 parts to it... Meaning that I couldn't have switched two answers, or I would have lost .6 points. Meaning if I hadn't been so impatient to finish the damn quiz I probably would have gotten a perfect score. But whatever, overall it was 14.7/15, and I now have 68.7/70 points in the class with 30 points to go.
So, I've been feeling really good since I made my decision yesterday. I wonder if maybe I lost too much time in making that decision, but I've also decided to think that I only now was ready to make that decision. "No use crying over misspelled silk."
But just today I was also thinking... I think it really is largely about choosing to get over someone. Like with my mom...
I could probably stop being sad about the state of my relationship with my mom if I wanted to. I could decide to give up. I could decide to "get over her". But I could never make that decision. In fact, I'm glad of that. If I were to make a decision one way or another, I would decide not to get over her. Because "breaking up" with family is something else all together, and I will never do that.
So for now I'm just going to keep preparing myself to be in a position where I can re-establish a relationship with her.
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Wow... That's pretty strong. I guess we Minnesotans think everything sounds the same?
Finished my FSOS quiz. In all honesty, even though I had the time, I decided that I was too impatient to finish what reading I could before taking the quiz and started it 20 minutes early. I may have actually been able to finish the reading if I had waited until the last minute.
The sad thing, however, is that I seem to have lost .3 points out of 3 on one particular question, which was a matching question. I believe there were 10 parts to it... Meaning that I couldn't have switched two answers, or I would have lost .6 points. Meaning if I hadn't been so impatient to finish the damn quiz I probably would have gotten a perfect score. But whatever, overall it was 14.7/15, and I now have 68.7/70 points in the class with 30 points to go.
So, I've been feeling really good since I made my decision yesterday. I wonder if maybe I lost too much time in making that decision, but I've also decided to think that I only now was ready to make that decision. "No use crying over misspelled silk."
But just today I was also thinking... I think it really is largely about choosing to get over someone. Like with my mom...
I could probably stop being sad about the state of my relationship with my mom if I wanted to. I could decide to give up. I could decide to "get over her". But I could never make that decision. In fact, I'm glad of that. If I were to make a decision one way or another, I would decide not to get over her. Because "breaking up" with family is something else all together, and I will never do that.
So for now I'm just going to keep preparing myself to be in a position where I can re-establish a relationship with her.
