holding on has exhausted me, I think
Jul. 1st, 2006 01:49 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tsukikageAs one would expect from this song, it's making me think about Patrick, and once again I'm thinking that I've made further progress. I'm not exactly happy about this, but it does't make me rebellious either. I think to some extent... Holding on has exhausted me, and I just don't have the energy in me to do it anymore.
He's supposed to come over next Thursday to see if he can't hook up my front USB ports (I was going to do them myself, but he thought he remembered it being more complicated than it looked last time he was working with my computer, so I asked him to take another look at it), but I kind of don't want him here. I was looking forward to it a little bit a few days ago, but now it just seems tedious.
In any case, I'm not going to tell him not to come over yet, because I'm feeling rather anti-social in general right now, and I have a feeling that my wariness will pass by then.
He's supposed to come over next Thursday to see if he can't hook up my front USB ports (I was going to do them myself, but he thought he remembered it being more complicated than it looked last time he was working with my computer, so I asked him to take another look at it), but I kind of don't want him here. I was looking forward to it a little bit a few days ago, but now it just seems tedious.
In any case, I'm not going to tell him not to come over yet, because I'm feeling rather anti-social in general right now, and I have a feeling that my wariness will pass by then.
