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I need to watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind again before I forget its moral entirely.
Damn it! Why did it have to be three years, anyway? Right now I hate God for inventing first love...
Because I truly do love him. But so much tells me... He's not the one. At the very least, we have some serious diffferences in what we think relationships should be. Differences which I'm becoming less and less willing to discuss. Differences which I think I need my life partner - any partner who I'm planning to spend some more time with, really - to not ask me to discuss.
Of course, there are other issues too. It's just that after discussing this with him today, it brought me to tears.
I wonder if there are any marriage prospect websites out there that aren't for Indians or people looking for international relationships... I'd at least sign up.
I wish I knew someone older who truly understood my concerns...
Did you know Japanese has a word for "professional relationship destroyers"? 別(わ)れされ屋(や) - wakaresareya.
*goes to take a shower*
Jaci Velasques - I Promise
Lord, You know my heart
And all my desires
And the secret things I'll never tell
Lord, You know them well
Though I may be young
I see and understand
That at times like sheep we go astray
And things get out of hand
So I promise to be true to You
To live my life in purity
As unto You
Waiting for the day
When I hear You say
Here is the one I have created
Just for you
Until then, O Lord
I will be content
Knowing that true love
Will come someday
It will only come from You
Cause I have seen the suffering
That loneliness can cause
When we choose to give our love away
Without a righteous cause
So I promise to be true to You
To live my life in purity
As unto You
Waiting for the day
When I hear You say
Here is the one I have created
Just for you
Damn it! Why did it have to be three years, anyway? Right now I hate God for inventing first love...
Because I truly do love him. But so much tells me... He's not the one. At the very least, we have some serious diffferences in what we think relationships should be. Differences which I'm becoming less and less willing to discuss. Differences which I think I need my life partner - any partner who I'm planning to spend some more time with, really - to not ask me to discuss.
Of course, there are other issues too. It's just that after discussing this with him today, it brought me to tears.
I wonder if there are any marriage prospect websites out there that aren't for Indians or people looking for international relationships... I'd at least sign up.
I wish I knew someone older who truly understood my concerns...
Did you know Japanese has a word for "professional relationship destroyers"? 別(わ)れされ屋(や) - wakaresareya.
*goes to take a shower*
Jaci Velasques - I Promise
Lord, You know my heart
And all my desires
And the secret things I'll never tell
Lord, You know them well
Though I may be young
I see and understand
That at times like sheep we go astray
And things get out of hand
So I promise to be true to You
To live my life in purity
As unto You
Waiting for the day
When I hear You say
Here is the one I have created
Just for you
Until then, O Lord
I will be content
Knowing that true love
Will come someday
It will only come from You
Cause I have seen the suffering
That loneliness can cause
When we choose to give our love away
Without a righteous cause
So I promise to be true to You
To live my life in purity
As unto You
Waiting for the day
When I hear You say
Here is the one I have created
Just for you
The next best thing to becoming Mormon
Date: 2006-03-10 07:57 am (UTC)Re: The next best thing to becoming Mormon
Date: 2006-03-10 08:25 am (UTC)Re: The next best thing to becoming Mormon
Date: 2006-03-10 10:53 am (UTC)Mmm maybe that would be a good exercise for you. Write a comprehensive personals ad stating specifically what you want from a relationship. Don't hold back, and don't leave anything off just because it is completely unreasonable.
And maybe there's facing reality
Date: 2006-03-10 07:59 am (UTC)