random bable

[tsukikage]

I talked with Pat a second time today, and for much longer. I dealt with it better, too, although it's probably because I just had something I needed to get out of my system. At one point I asked him if I should be trying harder to censor myself, and he said that he was too tired to think about it, but that for now at least I shouldn't worry about it. So I'm going to do just that and say whatever I feel like saying. Once we both get into our semester grooves we'll probably talk about it again.
I'm so tired, though... I can't tell if that has more to do with my internal clock or from the crying. I really, really wanna lay down and close my eyes. I wish I could think of something I could do with my eyes closed that wouldn't be going to sleep or make me prone to falling asleep (such as listening to music). I could have a pop, but again, that wouldn't help my eyes, and besides, I've had enough caffeine for today. Ideally I should be working on either applications (job/CA/FA appeal) or studying Japanese, but I have a feeling that that'd be a futile attempt.
On Sunday I'm going to be going to my mom's for dinner, since I didn't last weekend. I'm thinking I'm going to drop by my dad's Monday and ride my bike back to school. I know it's mid January, but I don't see any snow on the sidewalks, and I'd like to have it for when school starts. I'd just need to make sure to be back by 9 so I won't be late for the CC meeting.

So, I think I'm gonna give in and take a nap.

Comments

[kaserne.livejournal.com]

Feel better! <3

[tsukikage85.livejournal.com]

Thanks. ^_^