Damn it!
Patrick's considering joining the National Guard. He's pretty much decided he's not going to, but for educational reasons... I'm all but sure I wouldn't be able to handle a significant other in the military, but for some reason I don't know how to deal with one who seriously considers it.
Patrick asked me why I wouldn't be able to handle seeing him in uniform, and the truth is I don't really know. But the thought of him...
I feel sick.
Patrick's considering joining the National Guard. He's pretty much decided he's not going to, but for educational reasons... I'm all but sure I wouldn't be able to handle a significant other in the military, but for some reason I don't know how to deal with one who seriously considers it.
Patrick asked me why I wouldn't be able to handle seeing him in uniform, and the truth is I don't really know. But the thought of him...
I feel sick.
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Date: 2004-04-29 08:12 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-04-30 08:26 am (UTC)But that doesn't mean it doesn't disturb me...