ramblings

[tsukikage]

[Name] Nastassja Anna Katharina Riemermann
[Nickname] Katie, Sassa, Pistachio, Nasty, Na-chan
[Screen name] tsukikage if it's available, otherwise tsukikage85
[Birthday] September 19th, 1985
[Age] 19
[Astrological sign] Virgo
[Chinese zodiac sign] Ox
[Location] Minneapolis, MN (U.S.A)
[Sexual Preference] my-sexual
[Marital Status] Un-wed.
[Religion] Searching...
[Eye color] hazel
[Height] 5 foot 8-ish
[Shoe size] 9.5
[Parents still together?] Not since I was 3 (?)...
[Siblings] One half-sister, one (half+step)/2-sister, one unborn half-brother.
[Nieces/Nephews] Julian, Nicholas, and Zachary.

Favorites:
[Color] blue
[Number] 9
[Animal] dog
[Vehicle] a fully-accesorized bicylce
[Scent] lilac
[Drinks] Egg nog!
[Soda] Pepsi
[Book] The Giver by Lois Lowry
[Band] Barenaked Ladies
[Song] Currently "One Thing" by Finger Eleven.

Do you...
[Color your hair] Haven't yet, but I want to get a blue streak as soon as I have the money and am allowed by my money-provider's dress code.
[Twirl your hair] Not often.
[Have piercings] One in each earlobe.
[Have a boyfriend] Yup.
[Cheat on tests/homework] I've looked at others tests to see how far they are compared to me, and I'm sure once or twice if I realized I made a mistake I changed my own answer.
[Drink/Smoke] Neither.
[Like Roller Coasters] Been on three in my life - one actually went upside down (The Corkscrew at Valleyfair)! It takes me forever to try a new ride.
[Wish you could live somewhere else] Vancouver, BC
[Want more piercings] No.
[Like cleaning] Only if I know exactly what I'm doing. If it involves making decisions, I hate it.
[write in cursive or print] Cursive. Sometimes when I'm required to write in print I accidentally slip back into cursive.
[Sweat a lot] Not more than anyone else, I'm sure.
[Own a web cam] No.
[Know how to drive] Um... Had my permit for a long time (a year and a half?), and I can start the car and steer and stop again...
[Diet] Poor. I need to go on a content-diet.
[Own a cell phone] No, but I kind of want to get one... Don't like the idea of becoming a member of the cell nation, but...
[Ever get off the damn computer] Sometimes I wonder...

Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket] No license. Even when I do drive, my parents sometimes get mad at me for driving at or below the speed limit, saying it's unsafe to drive slower than others.
[Been in a wreck] Nope.
[Been arrested] Nope.
[Been in a fist fight] Nope - too much of a wuss, and a pacifist.
[Kicked someone in the nuts] Nope.
[Stolen anything] Things that weren't mine, yes, but never in the "took something without paying" sense.
[Held a gun] No. *shudders*
[Drank] At church, and occasional sips that my parents wanted me to have. Had a sip of red wine a couple of months ago to see what I thought - didn't like it.
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name] Never even been tipsy.
[Considered a life of crime] No! I don't wanna diiiiiiiieeeeeeee!
[Considerd being a hooker] Nuh-uh.
[Cheated on someone] No.
[Cried over a girl] Yeah.
[Cried over a boy] Yeah.
[Lied to someone] Hell, yeah.
[Been in love] Yes.
[Fallen for your best friend] Yes... ^^;;;
[Made out with just a friend] No.
[Been rejected] Yeah, though it may have had more to do with the awkward circumstances than anything.
[Been in lust] Umm... Crushes, definitely, but "in lust"?
[Used someone] Unfortunately, I think I have... Not on purpose, though.
[Been used] I hope not.
[Been kissed] Many a time.
[Experimented with homosexuality] Does telling someone of the same gender that you like them count?

Current...
[mood] Optimistic, pessimistic, unsure, calm...
[taste] Pepsi
[hair] down
[Thing I should be doing] I'm doing it. Maybe not the most important thing, but I have enough time for everything I need to do, so as long as I'm doing, it's good.
[Cds in stereo] Umm... Sailor Moon: Songs from the Hit TV Series.
[Crush] None are particularly active at the moment.
[Job] general worker at Papa Murphy's Take 'N' Bake Pizza

The Last...
[Book you read] I'm currently reading Mountain, Get Out Of My Way by Montel Williams.
[Movie you saw] Umm... Perfect Blue.
[Thing you ate] Pizza with pepperoni, canadian bacon, green peppers, extra onions and extra cheese.
[Person you talked to on the phone] My dad, I think.

Do you...
[do drugs] Caffeine?
[Have a dream that keeps coming back] No - I don't think I've ever had a recurring dream, though I have had recurring themes (serious fights with my parents, including words and actions I wouldn't use in real life).
[Play in instrument] Nothing at the moment, unfortunately. Have played violin, piano, penny whistle and recorder.
[Believe there is life on other planets] I'm sure of it.
[Remember your first love] Remember? :-P
[Still love them] Yes.
[Read the newspaper] Not often enough, and never front-to-back.
[Have any gay or lesbian friends] Yup!
[Believe in miracles] Not ones that are more than chance.
[Consider yourself tolerant of others] Very, and I'm proud of it.
[Consider love a mistake] No.
[Have a favorite candy] Umm... Probably Kit Kats at the moment. I always get the same candy until I get sick of it, then move on to a new one.
[Beleive in astrology] No, but I still follow my horoscope. I guess I think of it as daily goals to improve your life, even though one day the advice may be the exact opposite of the next.
[Belive in magic] No.
[Believe in God] Searching...
[Do well in school] ......
[Have an obsession] Many. ^_^
[Have a secret crush] Jein...
[Collect anything] Not per se. I collect manga, anime, magazines, etc., so that I can read/watch them whenever I want.
[Have a best friend] A couple. It's sad, but my "best friend(s)" are mainly the close friend(s) I've spent the most time with recently.
[Close friends] Yup. Glad of it, too.
[Like your handwriting] Fairly well.
[Care about looks] Not enough.

Juicy Stuff...
[Have you ever played a game that required to remove clothing] Yeah, but I haven't enjoyed it.
[Are you a tease] I hope not.
[Shy to make the first move] Most definitely.

Are you a...
[Wuss] Most definitely.
[Druggy] *laughs in your face* See above.
[Daydreamer] I don't consider myself one.
[Freak] Yup.
[Dork] Yup. A freakish dork.
[Bitch] On occasion, mostly towards Patrick. :(
[Brat] See above.
[Sarcastic] Not too much so.
[Angel] Not at all, though I am a goody-two-shoes.
[Devil] No.
[Shy] Depends on the kind and number of people I'm with.
[Talkative] Depends.
[Flirty] I don't even know how to flirt.



Currently
What are you wearing?: Maroon pants, a grey and plum horizontally striped shirt, and a white sports bra.
Who are you talking to?: Dirk (darkluminaire
How is the weather?: Nice.
What are you listening to?: Macross Plus - Voices (piano)
What/Who are you thinking about?: This survey and how my heel itches.
What are you eating/drinking?: Pepsi
What are you looking forward to?: School starting on Tuesday.
What are you dreading?: Finding out whether I got the jobs I interviewed for, as they decide whether I will indeed start school on Tuesday.
How are you feeling?: Optimistic, pessimistic, unsure, calm...
How is your hair?: Okay.
What time is it?: 7:04 pm.
What are you annoyed by?: Ann coming into my room for fives minutes at a time to put clothes away.

When Was The Last Time You...
Burped?: Dunno. Recently, I'm sure
Went to the movies?: Probably when I saw Shaun of the Dead.
Went out to eat?: Urm... When Pat and I went to Sushi Express before cleaning his dorm/apartment.
Cried: Sunday
Got dumped?: No.
Dumped someone?: Dumped Pat multiple times. ^^;
Threw up?: Erm... Last week, I think.
Peed?: Not sure.
Went skating?: Way, way, way long ago.
Went for a walk?: Last time I walked to work. Don't remember when that was.
Got into a fight?: Today?

Issues
Do you do drugs?: Caffeine?
Do you have a mental disorder?: Yeah...
Are you on any medication for any type of disorder?: Prozac and... Concerta?
What kind?: See above.
Do you or have you ever had an eating disorder?: No.
What kinds of illnesses run in your family?: Depression, I know. Nearly veryone in my family has some kind of problem, but I'm not sure which ones are shared.

Who was the last person you...
Talked to?: Ann.
Yelled at?: Not sure...
Kissed: Patrick.
Hugged?: Patrick or my dad.
Went out to eat with?: Patrick.
Flirted with?: I don't even recognize when I'm flirting, so how could I tell you?
Talked to on the phone?: My dad, I think.
IMed?: Patrick.
Recieved an IM from?: My cousin Lila.
E-Mail?: Sent or received? Don't remember the last e-mail I sent was probably to my mom, the last received was from Tami (twistedselenity).
Got flowers from: Patrick.
Danced with: My mom. Years ago. Patrick never dances with me... *cries*
Fought with?: My dad, though it wasn't much of a fight.
Worried about?: Myself. ><;
Cried over?: Patrick.
Thought about?: Patrick (and how long it'll take him to get back - Dirk and I need your help!).

Are you...
Understood?: No.
Pretty?: Meh.
Nice?: I try to be
A bitch?: Sometimes, especially towards Patrick.
Hard to get?: Not in the least...
Confident?: Not really.
Depressed?: Yeah.
Hyper?: Not lately, but normally I am.
Friendly?: I like to think so.
Hungry?: No.
Original?: Umm... I guess.
Shy?: I can be.
Emotional?: Yeah.
Messy?: SEVERELY.
Immature?: Yeah. ><;
Sad?: Sometimes... More like... Anxious.
Trusting?: Far too much so.
Healthy?: Yeah, though I need to eat a more balanced diet.
Sleepy?: Yeah. Bored, too.
Lonely?: In an odd way, yes... I need someone to distract me from my worrries.
Independent?: No... I need to be, though. Soon. I'm 19, for God's sake.
Romantic?: Yeah. ^_^

Do you drink [alcohol]?: No.
Do you party a lot?: No.
How often do you use the word "like" in an average hour?: Maybe 5 or 10 times?
Do you skip classes? How often?: Only when I'm not done with my homework. Which is often.
Do you steal?: Not in the sense of not paying for something.
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: I try not to.
Do you drool over celebrities?: Some. ^_^ More often the characters they portray.
Do you watch a lot of TV?: Moved on to the internet for the most part.
Do you ever watch the News?: Not often enough.
Do you read books often?: Yeah, though not often enough, and mostly when it's the only thing to do (i.e., on the bus).
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: No.
Do you smoke cigarettes?: Not once in my life.
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: Not really. Would like to go to the mall more often, though. I swear, I'm five years behind.
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: Often enough.
Do you cuss a lot?: No.
Are you desperate to fit in?: Nooo... Not "desperate" per se, and not "to fit in", either. I really, really, really want to be able to socialize like a normal 19-year-old.
Are you intelligent?: I used to think so...
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: Only because I'm slow as all hell.
Low-cut tops?: I've recently realized that some of my shirts are a bit low... I always feel indecent wearing them, at least compared to how decent I prefer to be.
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: No.
Giggle a lot?: Yeah!
Read YM, Teen, Cosmo, at all?: Only at the doctor's office, etc. And I must admit, I enjoy it, but I'd never subscribe to any.

In the last 24 hours, have you
Cried: No.
Bought something: A pizza and Pepsi with my dad's money.
Gotten sick: No.
Sang: To the radio, yeah.
Eaten: Yup.
Been kissed: Yup.
Felt stupid: Always.
Met someone new: No, but I found the LJs of some old friends.
Moved on: From trying to catch up, yeah.
Had a serious talk: I think so... Obviously not that serious, though, if I can't remember it clearly.
Missed someone: My mom.
Hugged someone: Patrick.
Fought with your parents: Yes.

Personal
Who is your role model: Mizuno Ami / Miyazawa Yukino.
What are some of your pet peeves: Paper with creases in it, wet clothing, having "new" entries on the caller ID. I swear I have OCD!
Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Indeed.
Have you ever cried over the opposite sex: Yes.
Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: Geeks.
Have you ever lied to your best friend(s): Yeah...
Want someone you don't have right now: *bites lip* Not enough to leave the one I'm with. *snuggles up with Patrick*
Ever liked your best guy friend: Puppy love.
Do you want to get married: Very much.
Do you want kids: Very much, but not from my own belly.
Do you believe you know the person whom you will marry at this point in time: Out of principle, I won't answer this one.
Are you happy with you: No.
Are you happy with your life: No.
If you could change something in your life right now, what would it be: I would go back to 7th grade.
Pierce your nose or tongue?: No.
Be serious or be funny?: Bit of both. Never the right one.
Do you have a crush?: Not a particularly active one.
Who is it?: See above.


1. Go To Mapquest.com
2. Click on Directions
3. Enter your Current Address and the Address of your Childhood Home (or at least the town if you don't remember the exact address)
4. Put the time and distance in a post like this.
5. Don't forget to repost these directions. (Not the door to door ones!)

Total Est. Time: 14 minutes
Total Est. Distance: 4.42 miles

Heh.

Thank you, belindabird!
Left and removed all TMI communities from my FL in hopes of making my life easier.

Look to this day
For it is life
The very life of life.
For yesterday is but a dream
And tomorrow is only a vision
But today, well lived
Makes every yesterday a dream of happiness
And every tomorrow a vision of hope.
~ Sanskrit proverb ~

(Found the above in rockerchic_205's journal.)

That's... Deeply frightening. This is a "what if", but what if the husband beats her up while she's pregnant and she miscarries? What will the judge think then?
*pukes*

I need to move my monitor down A.S.A.P.

Comments

[rockerchick-205.livejournal.com]

That pregnancy thing is absolutely terrible. She has to get away from him! What if he beats her in the stomach or something? She could hemorrhage, and both her and baby would die :(