I'm sick of it

I am so fucking sick of how messy my room is. It's a a pigsty of pigsties! でも、ひまがゼンゼンないから、なにも出来ない。

T-Mobile long distance = rape

Shit... I just talked to Patrick for 17 minutes ($5.78)... I had meant to keep it under 10. ><; But it was worth it. ^_^
I'm gonna call C-COM tomorrow about my U-Card calling card activation.

Also, idkrash, I have a photo of you up on my Facebook account - lemme know if that's not okay with you.

random FMA vids on You Tube

Funny FMA vid - warning: minor spolier.
Another vid - this one spoiler-free, although you'd get it better if you've seen at least some of the series.
Ed so horny... And other randomness. I'm sure it's got spoilers.
You know what you got? F plus. CLICK! - Spoiler free.

If LiveJournal were an anime... LiveJournal Username Do you watch anime? Yes.No.OMG YES!!!!!**** no!Only the good stuff, like Hayao Miyazaki.Only the good stuff, like Dragonball Z.What is this anime of which you speak? Do you speak Japanese? Hai, nihon-go ga dekimasu.Ano, sukoshi nihon-go ga dekimasu...I'd like to learn.BAKA!!!! KAZE NO KIZU!!! RYUTSUISEN!!!!Sashimi, tempura, ramen. I think I'm good.Like, no way, dude. Do you read Japanese? Yes.I read hiragana and katakana, but not kanji.I read hiragana or katakana, but not both and not kanji.Um, that one is 'ku', I think...KAZE!!!! MIZU!!!!! HI!!!!!No, I only read romanji.No, I only read English. What if LiveJournal were an anime? OMG YES!!!!My eyes would be big and shiny.I'd shoot myself.I'd commit hara-kiri.I'd be a high-school student by day and a ninja by night.Do I get to wear a sailor suit? Pick a Beach Boys song. KokomoSurfin' SafariSurfin' USADo You Wanna Dance?Good VibrationsHeroes and VilliansOther*Shoots the author of this quiz*WTF?!What does this have to do with anime? The performer of the opening theme stiffie The magical girl enlil_le_eldar The talking animal budwin The lecherous old man pkat The teenager who uses ancient magic to win games kwahoo The fifteen-year-old Japanese girl with blond hair and a D cup tessinator Number of seasons it would last 16,142 Fun Quizzes by Elizabeth at BlogQuiz.Net

Taurus Horoscope at DailyHoroscopes.Biz

I find that to be absolutely hilarious. Sergey, you're a magical girl!

It would mean I can't go to school this summer, but...

Hmm... I'm seriously thinking of applying to be camp counselor or something of the sort this summer... It would mean no school, but it could be a hell of a lot of fun.
I think I'll apply, in any case, but right now I need to focus on my Summer Assistant application, which is due in exactly a week. ><;

Examples of positions I could apply for and their pay rates... Also, at Camp Pepin at least, there's an option to receive free lifeguard training, which lets me renew my license (which has actually expired, to be honest), earn an extra $10 a week, and allows me to apply for the waterfront and boating director positions.

wish me luck, whatever that means (no longer filtered from John)

So, after telling Patrick about it and discussing the situation with Sergey, I'm going to be asking darkjing out tonight. I've basically been thinking I need to go out with someone other than Patrick for a while now. I remember when I went on that date with o3nsmash... That was a major failure... Patrick actually ended up picking me up from it, if I remember right. (Either that, or Dad did...)
In any case, the only real people I have crushes on right now are Jack (my C.A.) and Collin Bonde (the RHA president), but Jack's not dating right now and I've been hearing some things about Collin's personanlity that don't really make me want to actually ask him out. Then... There's Vinnie, John, and Sergey. I don't have crushes on any of them, but there have been many times where I've thought about these people "I'd really like to go on a date with him sometime". I don't like the fact that these three guy friends of mine, all of whom I feel are the closest that any of my friends are to me, are all people I've thought about asking out at one time or another. Is it really true that at least some peope can't truly just be friends with someone of the gender they're interested in?
But in any case, Sergey's already interested in someone, and John's the one I've thought the about the most in terms of thinking that I'd like to be in a relationship with someone like him. (Mainly, someone I can totally goof around with - yay, staring contests!)
I've been talking with Sergey a lot about this stuff, and he really thinks I should go for it. He pointed out something to me about why I've been avoiding this... Either a) I'm afraid of the answer (I don't think that's the case), or b) I'm afraid that it'll work out, and that neither situation is a good reason to not ask someone out. And I think the second is true... I'm afraid of it working out. (Although now that I think about it I also think that my worries about me thinking about asking out three of my closest male friends might have something to do with it, too. That if there is truth to the idea that I can't have a normal relationship with a boy, that at least I can not actually persue a relationship with any of my male friends.)
So yeah, in any case, I called John during dinner today, and got his answering machine, so I left a message asking him to call me back. When he does, I'm going to ask him out. I don't know what "working out" means really, but I hope it does. (Perhaps it means him turning me down so I can delay worrying about this for a bit? ^_^;)

Now to get ready for work.

帰ってきた

There were seven people working when there aren't supposed to be more than five at the busiest of times, I was starting to feel a teensy bit sick, it was dead, and I have a test tomorrow, so I asked to go home.
I'm gonna talk to Gerry about working some hours elsewhere in UDS as well, I think. Maybe something that's not on the nights I have stuff due for my online classes.

彼女が私にAIMメセージを送ったけど、いつものように読めない。セルジェーが来た時読んでもらう。