[DL] Stupid, stupid, stupid!

Hey, funny how life is. I just wrote a nice 1.5-ish page entry, and I lost it. When will I learn to type my stuff in NoteTab (a great text editing program) first? So I'll start over tomorrow, ok?

[DL] Lion King and uncertainty bath

Ok, I don't want to deal with the stuff I missed, at least not for now, so I won't. Deal! =P Anyways, today was a kinda weird day for me. I got together with Patrick, which is, as always, quite nice. We spent most of it having alone-time, and later we went to see the Lion King at the Minnesota Zoo's imax theater. Seriously, for the first 10 minutes, I just wanted to laugh. Two 17 year-olds spending $24 to watch the Lion King... ^^; Although I feel guilty for saying this, we had just the luck to be at a show with a kid who seemed to be mentally handicapped, and he (or was it a she?) kept on making noises during the movie. (But everyone has the right to go, ne?)

Wow, that was a long paragraph... ^^;

The strange thing is, the closer we (Patrick and I) become, the more insecure I feel. I mean, I love him and care about him so much, but... It's kinda like "where did this all come from"? Sometimes, when I'm alone, I doubt if he even exists. Most of all, I wonder what the future holds in store. Patrick once told me something along the lines of that the dice of life bring change, but that change can go either way. I do agree, but... Sometimes I feel as if the dice are in mid-roll, and I'm trying to guess how they'll settle.

Heh - forgive my babble... I'll just be very glad when Thursday comes. I'll probably be even more glad to see him after I get my math test back... ^^; Even if he doesn't make my problems go away, he makes them a whole lot easier to bear. Thank you, Patrick. ^_^