[DL] more pained ramblings

[tsukikage]

Asa desu. I'm sick today, as I figured I would be. Dad pointed out that even if I have physical symptoms, they've probably been created by the emotional stress of the past few days. And he doesn't even know the half of it...

How do I feel right now? Numb. Most of the time I don't feel like anything's happened. I feel... brainwashed, or amnesiatic. And every once in a while, a glimpse fo the truth leaks through, and I'm thrown into a mild panic.

I checked my e-mail this afternoon and found one Pat wrote to me last night. "Like the world is spinning but I'm standing still, and it makes me sick to my stomache.." (I think he means stomach... ^^; ) I know exactly how you feel.

Maybe this is all a dream, and I'm lying in a coma. Maybe you're there holding my unconscious hand, praying that I'll wake up.

Hmm... Ricola on the floor. *pops into mouth*

Back to Gravitation.

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You are always gonna be my love
Itsu ka dare ka to mata koi ni ochite mo
I'll remember to love
You taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii love song
Atarashii uta utaeru made

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Please bear with me, minna-san...