[DL] Ima wa owari desu (ka).
Nov. 9th, 2003 11:37 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tsukikageI hate this. I REALLY hate this. My atheistic God knows I hope I change my mind, but I really think, for now at least, it's for the best. Maybe things'll change down the road, and we'll be able to pick up again not-quite where we left off. Or maybe not.
We're going to get together on Tuesday and just talk. (Tomorrow's the math meet and Japanese, which I may not go to anyway...) I still can't believe this is real.
A promise to myself: on Tuesday, the most I may do to change my mind is decide to take at least a two-week break. Though I don't have to make things final, I will NOT get back together on Tuesday.
On a side note, what if we get back together after Oma and Opa go back to Germany, and they never get to meet him? ^^; More importantly...
How in the hell am I going to get through this surgery without him?
Itsumo, itsumo, itsumo aishiteru.
We're going to get together on Tuesday and just talk. (Tomorrow's the math meet and Japanese, which I may not go to anyway...) I still can't believe this is real.
A promise to myself: on Tuesday, the most I may do to change my mind is decide to take at least a two-week break. Though I don't have to make things final, I will NOT get back together on Tuesday.
On a side note, what if we get back together after Oma and Opa go back to Germany, and they never get to meet him? ^^; More importantly...
How in the hell am I going to get through this surgery without him?
Itsumo, itsumo, itsumo aishiteru.