[DL] that stupid Coke bottle

[tsukikage]

Lately Patrick and I have been snapping at each other a lot. I mean, lately I've just been really... unhappy. So, after thinking for a while, I realized that the biggest reason is that I'm bottling up my feelings and opinions. I have this idea that I have no right to complain when I'm unhappy - that it's just being selfish. However, that's just ended up causing more problems. And now that I have all these things that I get angry at him about, I feel even more obliged not to say anything, since I don't want to make him think that I just hate everything about him. Not to mention, it makes me focus more on the things that annoy me about him, so I start hating him on top of the love.

So... I'm going to tell him the truth. When I'm anoyed at him, I'll tell him. I'll tell him gently, but even if I don't know if my feelings are justified, I'll tell him. We can decide together if my feelings are justified.

Of course, I'm going to be reasonable about this. I'm like a bottle of Coke that has been shaken up for months. I need to open the cap slowly and gently before I can drink from it, or else it'll just explode on me...

Something to make me feel better, and to amuse you all:

Things My Girlfriend and I Have Argued About

*smiles*

Maybe things will work out after all, ne?