[DL] introspection-less me
Sep. 22nd, 2003 02:32 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tsukikageI've been clicking some banners and I've come to a conlusion: my diary totally lacks introspection. I mean, diaries that are totally introspective are rather boring, but I must come off as a bit of a flake. (And a crybaby, but I won't get into that.) It just that Whenever I'm in an introspective mood, I don't have access to a computer. Or I'm in too introspective of a mood to feel like doing such a worldly thing as using the computer.
Now that I think of it, actually, the biggest reason is that we only have a 56k modem, and my dad only lets me sign only for 2 half-hour sessions a day. So, after I'm done checking my e-mail, reading diaries and comics, and checking the ANN, I only have 10 minutes to blog - maybe less. A serious entry takes thought and time, which I don't have. There are faster connections at the U and my high school, but I try not to abuse the way my comp. sci. teacher's leniency, and when I'm at the U I generally try to work on homework. (Whether I'm successful at this endeavor is another question.)
Maybe what I need to do is write my entries on paper, making a note of the time, and just change the date and time in the add entry screen accordingly. That way, I'll only have to be online for maybe five minutes to update. We'll see.
Anyways, I gotta get to work. I skipped school for the first time so I could turn in my EE rough draft tomorrow (the nap story again), and I don't want my guilt and potential trouble to be in vain.
*goes off to study for vocab quiz tonight*
Now that I think of it, actually, the biggest reason is that we only have a 56k modem, and my dad only lets me sign only for 2 half-hour sessions a day. So, after I'm done checking my e-mail, reading diaries and comics, and checking the ANN, I only have 10 minutes to blog - maybe less. A serious entry takes thought and time, which I don't have. There are faster connections at the U and my high school, but I try not to abuse the way my comp. sci. teacher's leniency, and when I'm at the U I generally try to work on homework. (Whether I'm successful at this endeavor is another question.)
Maybe what I need to do is write my entries on paper, making a note of the time, and just change the date and time in the add entry screen accordingly. That way, I'll only have to be online for maybe five minutes to update. We'll see.
Anyways, I gotta get to work. I skipped school for the first time so I could turn in my EE rough draft tomorrow (the nap story again), and I don't want my guilt and potential trouble to be in vain.
*goes off to study for vocab quiz tonight*