[DL] the wrath of spite
Sep. 11th, 2003 10:38 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
tsukikagePat and I can be so petty... My not being able to say what I really feel doesn't help, either. My "it's ok" really means "I'll let it slide", and people assume it really is ok, and my frustration just piles up.
"nee aishitara daremo ga
konna kodoku ni naru no?
nee kurayami yori mo fukai kurushimi
dakishimeteru no?"
(Say, when they're in love,
does everyone get this lonely?
Say, do they embrace the pain
that's even deeper than the darkness?)
We're going to get together this weekend and talk. I don't know if I can grow up enough... if WE can grow up enough. We start off annoyed at each other, and then get spiteful, and then angry... The spiteful part is perhaps the worst - NOTHING good comes out of it, and it makes the end result worse.
This thing reminds me of his dad somehow...
I'm so drained... I wish I knew when I was volunteering so we could figure out when to get together. And now my foot's asleep.
"nee aishitara daremo ga
konna kodoku ni naru no?
nee kurayami yori mo fukai kurushimi
dakishimeteru no?"
(Say, when they're in love,
does everyone get this lonely?
Say, do they embrace the pain
that's even deeper than the darkness?)
We're going to get together this weekend and talk. I don't know if I can grow up enough... if WE can grow up enough. We start off annoyed at each other, and then get spiteful, and then angry... The spiteful part is perhaps the worst - NOTHING good comes out of it, and it makes the end result worse.
This thing reminds me of his dad somehow...
I'm so drained... I wish I knew when I was volunteering so we could figure out when to get together. And now my foot's asleep.