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tsukikageWow, Saturday's entry seems to have been inviting trouble... Just ignore it, ok?
So, 11 school days left. Too many, yet FAR too few. I feel like summer's already here. Can I catch up in this state of mind? (Can I catch up in any?)
Stupid moth hovering around my monitor... Why do I have to be such a pacifist?
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Patrick's always been very supportive about my hw - always asking how I'm doing, wishing me luck, and imploring (too strong a word) me to work hard and "just do" my homework. I thank him for it very much. I'm very glad I have a peer...
brb
Stupid moth again! Why don't I just slap it?!
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who both think hw is important and pushes me to do it. All of my friends are either one or the other. I need a reality check in my life (from someone other than a derogatory mother or a... parental?... father). I need him to be there for me.
But is it worth it? Does it cause more harm than good? I'm trying not to give up on myself, but frankly, I don't see my procrastination problems getting better any time soon. It's not fair to him, and it makes me feel guilty. It (almost) makese me wish he didn't care. I really don't think it is worth it...
I'm confused...
For now he's not asking me about my homework, which feels strange, but it's for the better.
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Trying to figure out how to go to Otakon this summer... Stupid family vacation. I really want to meet Susan J. Napier (author of "Anime: from Akira to Princess Mononoke" - buy it!) and Fred Gallagher... So expensive though... In some ways I'd rather go to Anime Iowa (going with MAS and Nikko-chan, meeting the infamous... what's her name? ^^;, saving money). But that's not an option, anyway. STUPID VACATION! (But one I'm very much looking forward to, all else aside.)
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That was quite a differently styled entry... Eh.
Arigato ne, Tanuki-chan. =P
Arigato ne, Koinu-chan. Aishiteiru... ^_^
Talk to you all later.
So, 11 school days left. Too many, yet FAR too few. I feel like summer's already here. Can I catch up in this state of mind? (Can I catch up in any?)
Stupid moth hovering around my monitor... Why do I have to be such a pacifist?
***
Patrick's always been very supportive about my hw - always asking how I'm doing, wishing me luck, and imploring (too strong a word) me to work hard and "just do" my homework. I thank him for it very much. I'm very glad I have a peer...
brb
Stupid moth again! Why don't I just slap it?!
back
who both think hw is important and pushes me to do it. All of my friends are either one or the other. I need a reality check in my life (from someone other than a derogatory mother or a... parental?... father). I need him to be there for me.
But is it worth it? Does it cause more harm than good? I'm trying not to give up on myself, but frankly, I don't see my procrastination problems getting better any time soon. It's not fair to him, and it makes me feel guilty. It (almost) makese me wish he didn't care. I really don't think it is worth it...
I'm confused...
For now he's not asking me about my homework, which feels strange, but it's for the better.
***
Trying to figure out how to go to Otakon this summer... Stupid family vacation. I really want to meet Susan J. Napier (author of "Anime: from Akira to Princess Mononoke" - buy it!) and Fred Gallagher... So expensive though... In some ways I'd rather go to Anime Iowa (going with MAS and Nikko-chan, meeting the infamous... what's her name? ^^;, saving money). But that's not an option, anyway. STUPID VACATION! (But one I'm very much looking forward to, all else aside.)
***
That was quite a differently styled entry... Eh.
Arigato ne, Tanuki-chan. =P
Arigato ne, Koinu-chan. Aishiteiru... ^_^
Talk to you all later.