Pinch me...

Barenaked Ladies concert. In Vancouver. On March 30th.
And even if I had known, that's the same day as my surgery.
Well, BC is two hours behind. Maybe I can get done with the surgery and fly out in time to make the show...
*cries*
I WANNA SEE BNL!!!!!

am i the only one?

Am I the only person who get more depressed in spring and summer than in fall and winter? It always makes me feel so inadequate, like I should be bursting with the youthful energy of possibility, when in reality I'm struggling to stay afloat. Spring mocks me...
My preference: a perfect winters night, with a foot-and-a-half of snow covering the ground; the deep midnight sky glittering with diamond stars. It makes me feel so peaceful...