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[DL] word i can't remember - damn it!
Jan. 30th, 2004 11:08 amOkay, despite my inclinations, I've turned off Winamp. I wanna talk.
So, I've been drawn to Dawson's Creek (a.k.a. Pretty White Kids with Problems, and as I was watching today, something came to mind. It wasn't a... word I can't remember (something like revelation)... but it did help to ease my mind.
Maybe growing up isn't about "blossoming". Maybe that's just an ego-destroying myth, and the people who do feel like they've "blossomed" are in denial. Maybe growing up should be celebrated just for the sake of being glad to be alive. Or maybe not at all. Maybe graduation ceremonies are a load of bullshit. (It's a load of bullshit I'm planning to attend, if only with my immediate family.) Maybe I've lived just as full of a childhood as anyone else, and I should be just be happy and make the best of the way things are.
I don't know. Much thought-sortage is needed.
Today's the last day to make changes to my schedule (at least ones that won't be marked on my transcript). I really don't know what to do. I'm gonna meet with one of the PSEO advisors today to really talk it over. I honestly may just change my grade base to A-F - the LAST thing my dad wants me to do. If you read this before 2-ish, notes or e-mails would be appreciated.
Nikko-chan, give me a call? I'll be home around 5, and I'm wondering what your plans are for this weekend (ie. if certain "circumstances" have changed your plans). Hope your final went well!
So, I've been drawn to Dawson's Creek (a.k.a. Pretty White Kids with Problems, and as I was watching today, something came to mind. It wasn't a... word I can't remember (something like revelation)... but it did help to ease my mind.
Maybe growing up isn't about "blossoming". Maybe that's just an ego-destroying myth, and the people who do feel like they've "blossomed" are in denial. Maybe growing up should be celebrated just for the sake of being glad to be alive. Or maybe not at all. Maybe graduation ceremonies are a load of bullshit. (It's a load of bullshit I'm planning to attend, if only with my immediate family.) Maybe I've lived just as full of a childhood as anyone else, and I should be just be happy and make the best of the way things are.
I don't know. Much thought-sortage is needed.
Today's the last day to make changes to my schedule (at least ones that won't be marked on my transcript). I really don't know what to do. I'm gonna meet with one of the PSEO advisors today to really talk it over. I honestly may just change my grade base to A-F - the LAST thing my dad wants me to do. If you read this before 2-ish, notes or e-mails would be appreciated.
Nikko-chan, give me a call? I'll be home around 5, and I'm wondering what your plans are for this weekend (ie. if certain "circumstances" have changed your plans). Hope your final went well!