[DL] boys are a pain

You know the worst part about not being good looking? (I don't think of myself as ugly.) When people make fun of their friends, saying "You know you want THAT girl. Why don't you go ask her out?", or stuff like that. Of course, it keeps the jerks away, but... Grr, it sucks.

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Anyways, I'm thinking I might save up for a cable or DSL line. There are so many things I want to spend my money on, and then there's wanting to actually keep some money in the bank. I need to get a job, but school... I dunno, I'll deal.

But since I'm done with that, and I'm at Pat's (and I have to leave in a little more than half an hour), I'll consider thing collection of entries to be complete. Tshuess. (Tschuss? I dunno.)

[DL] "Who needs sleep? No, you're never gonna get it!"

Ok, my parents seem to have some strange idea that I have to go to sleep at a reasonable hour. It's SUMMER SCHOOL, you guys! I read maybe 15 or 20 pages of material (only about half of the page actually has text on it, mind you), and take an online multiple choice test on what I read. As long as I make it in time, WHO GIVES A F*CK? But whatever. This sucks.

Dinner was nice. We went to Sidney's, and I had Marinara Linguini and a Mango-Pineapple-Coconut smoothie. Yum! I spent a lot of time (the whole of it?) talking with Lila about school, boys, test prep, biting nails, etc. It amazes me - Alana and her used to be best friends, and now Lila and I seem to be pretty good friends. Once I asked Alana if she wanted Lila's AIM SN and she said not really. I think part of the reason is that Lila is no longer a teenager. I don't know if she'd like to be called a "bigger kid" (that's the term I have fun using), but she's definitely not the sparkly blue eyeshadow type. I'd really like to get together with her sometime - have a sleepover?

Speaking of sleepovers, I'm probably gonna have a sleepover with Nikko-chan next Saturday night. YEA! We'll watch the Bebop movie and maybe Tenchi Forever, There are a lot of awkward times between us, or at least I perceive them as such, and I used to think she really didn't care for me that much anymore. Anyways, I told her that I loved her (as a friend, though at one point I wondered if it was more...), and that if she ever needed anything at any time, I'll always be there for her. She said the same was true for her. I guess we are still friends, *is incredibly relieved*

Well, my half hour is running out. TTYL.