tsukikage

I'm not happy, per se, but I am peaceful. After trying to get my comp sci lab to work properly, Patrick and I went to the cafe I mentioned and, well, enjoyed ourselves. It was bittersweet, but in a good way. I mean, maybe I'm at such peace because I haven't acknowledged the truth, but I don't think so. Whatever we do in the long-run, I think it'll work out. ^_^

I guess I'd describe my feelings right now as nostaligic with a little bit of hopeful. Only side effect: I want more than ever right now to just hold him all night, and to tell him how much I love him. But maybe I should tone my affections down a bit, ne? Just go on a "vacation" from my emotions...

Well, Judging Amy's gonna be on soon, so I'm off!