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little ditties
Dec. 13th, 2005 01:27 amA bullet list of things going on right now:
- Met with Jackie (the judicial administrator for RBC). It actually went quite smoothly, and for the first bit of it we were just talking about how school's been going for me. I should have my internet back in 1-3 days (I think it was), but I have to submit a 2-3 page paper on what I learned from the experience by the 26th.
- Working on my paper. Ugh ugh ugh. Plus, I can't type in IPA on the res lab computers, so I have to write it by hand if I don't want to run up and down the stairs looking things up or just not look up anything at all.
- Khalkha vowel harmony is a dumb-butt.
- I made myself rice and tea today (Pat bought me some dish soap ^_^). I also took half an Ativan to help me calm down about the paper.
- I've been getting really angsty at Pat lately, and I'm really worrying about how it's going to affect him. I've been trying to be better about it, but I'm under a hell of a lot of stress right now.
- I got your card![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
stiffie - thank you so much!
But I should get back to work now - more later?
I leave you with my failed e-mail post...
Subject: my first e-mail post
*lj-userpic:* Pat
*lj-mood:* disappointed
When some people knocked on the door today to deliver Rebecca's care
package today, I got a bit sad since I didn't get one. Then again, none of
my four parents are really the type; I generally didn't get any letters
when I went to summer camp, either.
But then I realized: I should have gotten Patrick a care package! I'm
always looking for ways to show I care (especially ones that I can't get
all perfectionistic about and thus never carry through), and that would
have been perfect! And now it's far too late. :(
Oh well...
I took half a Lorazepam to help me calm down enough to work on my paper,
and it definitely helped. I'm getting a bit crazy again, but if it gets
really bad I'll just take the other half. I know I asked for it to help me
specifically with panic attacks, but some of my anxiety is getting close to
that level, and it interferes with my life much more than a typical panic
attack does, which is how a lot of this stuff is diagnosed anyway.
My neck is locking up, and I want my Oreos Pat bought me yesterday, so I'm
gonna bring up his sweater now and go grab them, and maybe he'll give me
another neck massage quickie.
*crosses my fingers that this post will work*
P.S. Lorazepam is the generic name for Ativan.
- Met with Jackie (the judicial administrator for RBC). It actually went quite smoothly, and for the first bit of it we were just talking about how school's been going for me. I should have my internet back in 1-3 days (I think it was), but I have to submit a 2-3 page paper on what I learned from the experience by the 26th.
- Working on my paper. Ugh ugh ugh. Plus, I can't type in IPA on the res lab computers, so I have to write it by hand if I don't want to run up and down the stairs looking things up or just not look up anything at all.
- Khalkha vowel harmony is a dumb-butt.
- I made myself rice and tea today (Pat bought me some dish soap ^_^). I also took half an Ativan to help me calm down about the paper.
- I've been getting really angsty at Pat lately, and I'm really worrying about how it's going to affect him. I've been trying to be better about it, but I'm under a hell of a lot of stress right now.
- I got your card
stiffie - thank you so much!But I should get back to work now - more later?
I leave you with my failed e-mail post...
Subject: my first e-mail post
*lj-userpic:* Pat
*lj-mood:* disappointed
When some people knocked on the door today to deliver Rebecca's care
package today, I got a bit sad since I didn't get one. Then again, none of
my four parents are really the type; I generally didn't get any letters
when I went to summer camp, either.
But then I realized: I should have gotten Patrick a care package! I'm
always looking for ways to show I care (especially ones that I can't get
all perfectionistic about and thus never carry through), and that would
have been perfect! And now it's far too late. :(
Oh well...
I took half a Lorazepam to help me calm down enough to work on my paper,
and it definitely helped. I'm getting a bit crazy again, but if it gets
really bad I'll just take the other half. I know I asked for it to help me
specifically with panic attacks, but some of my anxiety is getting close to
that level, and it interferes with my life much more than a typical panic
attack does, which is how a lot of this stuff is diagnosed anyway.
My neck is locking up, and I want my Oreos Pat bought me yesterday, so I'm
gonna bring up his sweater now and go grab them, and maybe he'll give me
another neck massage quickie.
*crosses my fingers that this post will work*
P.S. Lorazepam is the generic name for Ativan.
