tsukikage

I've caught up. Wow. Well, skipped passed

wilwheaton's entries to read directly from his site, and I ended up trimming three communities and one friend (no relationship developed, so I don't mind), but it's still QUITE the accomplishment. I'm sure Alana will be proud of me, too... ^_^; (I was on the computer from 3:30 am until she (justifiably) bitched at me for waking and keeping her up at 5:30 am. I didn't know she had woken up.)
So... Yeah. Don't you love that kind of insomnia where you know you'd go out like a light if you tried, but for who-knows-why, the idea of going to bed makes you queasy? I thought maybe I'm uncomfortable trying to sleep when the whole city is.

budwin suggested that it has to do with being disturbed by its emulation of death, assuming after death comes oblivion. I figure the reasons vary, and that sometimes there's more than one reason.
And of course it couldn't POSSIBLY be (sub?)conscious anxiety. What a silly proposition.
Finished The Princess Diaries: Princess in Pink last night. TOTAL fluff, but when Mia's not totally "Michael and I could never ever part for we are self-actualized soul mates", it's really quite enjoyable fluff. ^_^
So, one of my friends whose identity I don't feel comfortable giving out seems to be having a rather tough time right now. When she came online last night she wasn't at all in the mood to talk to me, and I doubt to many others. (She did tell me she was actually on to look for someone, so I'm sure she wanted to talk to that person. ^_^) Still, it felt weird...
Anyways, to said person, in case you try to feel bad about your actions towards me (ie. "I'm a bad friend" or "why did I push her away?" or whatever), don't worry. I would be lying to say that I fully understood, but I respect and trust your emotions, and the last thing I ever want to do is make you feel worse and/or mad. I'm sorry for babbling so much, but thank you for firmly reminding me of your mood.
And fyi, person, you owe me a you-prompted convo at a time that you think you'd enjoy it. I won't stop saying hi when you sign on, of course. =P
In other news... My tongue is a disaster area. You know those little bumps you get on your tongue when you burn it? Well, I have those on the tip of my tongue, plus about four humongous ones (about a centimeter in diameter), and they HURT. On top of that, I'm too much of a wuss to use chloraseptic spary on it (Dad told me it tastes NASTY). Eventually I settled for putting wax on what I believe caused the irritation to prevent further irritation. They only hurt when they're being irritated, and I'm sure they'll grow even bigger and easier to irritate if I don't stop from irritating them.
Wow, that was NASTY pragmatics... ^_^;
I can't believe I got less than 2.5 hours of sleep last night. Why aren't I feeling it more? Anyways, I should attempt to take an early "nap" (neither Ann nor Alana have arisen - no pun intended) if I'm going to be forced to go places and visit people today.
Too much homework... All I can say is, I definitely could have better use of my own-fault insomnia. Blech.
Oh yeah! Remember when I said I was on the pill? The pill is ortho tri-cyclen. What I'm taking is actually an antibiotic called tetracycline. You can understand how I'd be confused. (For those of you who don't know, the pill is often used to control acne; in women acne breakouts are often cyclic, the pill works by maintaining certain hormone levels, and you get the drift.)
Anyways. For whatever reason I really WANT to write more, but I can't think of anything non-blathering to say but:
To all you Christians and Easter-celebrating secularists - Happy Easter. I hope you enjoy plenty ofjunk food which I am currently incapable of ingesting without choking or sneezing. =P
OH! OH OH OH OH! Before I leave, FUNimation has LICENSED KODOMO NO OMOCHA. This is NO RUMOR. It was anounced at Anime Boston, and the proof is here. YAY!!!!!
Must save money, and must ask deists to pray that they won't stop in the middle. ><;
YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!